Seriusly… why.. you keep complaining about something dude? this is a life. each person had their on problems. but they will solved away… they will figured out the best solution for their problems, they will not give up dude so neither you are. just don’t give up now nanaki, you know you can do it, life just not hard while you had people around you to help you , to made you more strong, more smart, more happy.